tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-115477312011-04-22T03:28:19.277+08:00mysterious, fun, loving, humorous, devilish, quite reserved, living a life of uncertainty....El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.comBlogger91100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1120055651934540662005-06-29T22:31:00.000+08:002005-06-29T22:34:11.940+08:00umiiral pa rin ang kabutihan sa pagkatao ko..... sana huwag mong alisin ang namumukodtanging natitira nalang sa akin........................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-112005565193454066?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1117190888182354932005-05-27T18:40:00.000+08:002005-05-27T18:48:08.186+08:00how can she be sooooo damn numb!!!!!!! hindi ko siya lalo maintindihan..... i mean, pano niya nakayanan tiisin ako?? ganun na lang ba ko kabelewala sa kanya??? ang sakit naman nun!!! kung sa bagay, dati pa naman siya ganyan sa akin eh... so magtiis ka nalang jane... masakit man tanggapin pero kailangan..... wala na talaga.... walang wala na....................................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-111719088818235493?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1116942168901008952005-05-24T21:28:00.000+08:002005-05-24T21:42:48.906+08:00nakakapanghina itong nararamdaman ko.... its not that im ill or something related to that.... nanglalambot ako kasi hindi ko mailabas kung ano talaga nararamdaman ko.... hindi ito galit kung hindi isang malaking pangungulila.... nakakatakot na kasi eh.... ayaw kong aminin sa kanya na ito ang nararamdaman ko..... kasi ayokong maramdaman ang pagkawalang bahala niya.... hindi ko na kayang isugal ang damdamin ko..... natatakot akong marinig ang sasabihin niya... pero God knows kung gaano ko siya namimiss.... tinitiis ko lahat na itago nalang sa akin kung ano man ang nararamdaman ko kasi wala na naman talaga mangyayari kung ilabas ko pa dba? ang hirap ng ganitong sitwasyon.... nakakamatay talaga... kasi hindi ko rin alam kung ano ba dapat gawin eh.... either way naman, masasaktan ako.....<br /><br />God, i know your watching over me while im typing this.... help me through this painful event event of my life..... mamamatay na ko sa sakit.... alam ko na labag sa kagustuhan mo ang ginagawa ko pero isa lang akong tao na nagmahal......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-111694216890100895?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1116604305031014832005-05-20T23:43:00.000+08:002005-05-20T23:51:45.036+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>I haven’t moved from the spot where you left me</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>This must be a bad tripAll of the other pills, they were different</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Maybe I should get some help</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>I can’t stay on your life support, </strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>there’s aShortage in the switch,</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>I can’t stay on your morphine, cuz it’s making meItch</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Being a little bitch,I think I’ll get outta here, where I can</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Run just as fast as I can</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>To the middle of nowhere</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>To the middle of my frustrated fears</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>And I swear you’re just like a pill</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Instead of makin’ me better, you keep makin’ me ill</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>You keep makin’ me ill......................</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-111660430503101483?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1116347009653239482005-05-18T00:21:00.000+08:002005-05-18T11:38:14.763+08:00<strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Too much anguish running through your veins can produce so much abhorrence. That’s what I’m experiencing right now. I believe that even if you have the kindest heart among man-kind, you could be the most vindictive person you may ever possibly imagine caused by the forces of meanness that surrounds you in this apathetic world. Until now, I can’t understand why things went so spiteful knowing that I gave my very best for things to become okay. I think it was destined to be like that. Musing over the individuality of what I used to have, I realized that I could give and love so much to the person I love the most. When things got so much hurtful, I found myself struggling alone in the middle of nowhere. I decided to close my doors in the world of love and its ambiguity rather to see my heart bleed to death. Little by little, while picking up the shattered me that were scattered everywhere, apprehensiveness fills the absolute dominion of my heart. So what I did, I bought a book entitled The Language of Love in a bargain store located at the ground floor in glorietta. The reason why I bought this book is to have a connection with my harmonious side. Browsing the book page by page, a statement caught my eye. “HATE is only conquered by love”, in my case, an enormous amount of love can only conquer the abhorrence that I have. These series of ill-fated events of this so-called love happened to me only to find out that I can be the exact opposite of what I am before.<br /><br />Animosity and Abhorrence can be a shield to a tired and wounded heart. This has been an effective protection as well as cure of my heart when it was severely injured before. So, it’s not so bad isn't it?<br /><br /><br />My heart together with the vulnerability of my inner being is locked deep inside me. I don’t know if I could give the key to someone else once more. But, I could not afford to see my heart crushed and bleed again. It would take an enduring and brave heart for me to become unhardened again.<br /><br />Even painful events can be most magnificent gifts if they are considered in a constructive way. Soon, I can stand on my own. Soon, I will prove you wrong.</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-111634700965323948?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1116304717376133472005-05-17T12:28:00.000+08:002005-05-18T14:41:57.110+08:00i never expected that i would reach this level of animosity..... not for the person per se who caused me so much pain, but for the things that have said and done without any dispute in my part.... loving could be so much sweet for you to be so damn amiable in all endeavors. Yet, it can also bring out the worst in your inner being.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-111630471737613347?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1111500772994031972005-03-22T22:12:00.000+08:002005-03-22T22:12:52.993+08:00black is beautiful!&nbsp;<a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'><img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'></a><br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/212/4277/640/collage.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #000000; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/212/4277/320/collage.jpg'></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-111150077299403197?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1111455710312647832005-03-22T09:23:00.000+08:002005-03-22T09:42:30.863+08:00<span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">nakakabaliw pala</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">ang ganitong sitwasyon</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">ni hindi mo alam </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">kung ano na ang lagay nya</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">namuti na ang mga mata ko</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">sa kakantay ng text mo</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">subalit wala pa rin akong natatanggap</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">para saan pa ang roaming mo?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">ipinagdadasal ko nalang sa Maykapal</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">na ika'y ligtas at maluwalhating nagsasaya</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">sa isang lugar na puno ng yelo</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">kailan ko kaya maririnig ang boses mo??</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">eto naman ako</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">pitik bulag na nanghuhula</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">kung ano na ang iyong ginagawa</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">sanay masilayan ko ang iyong mukha.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">ako'y mag-aantay</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">sa padala mong sneakers o milkyway</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">ngunit ako bawal dun</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">sa skittles at mga candy na lamang... JOKE JOKE JOKE</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">di naman ako garapal </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">para mag antay sa mga pasalubong lang</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">umiwi ka lang ng matiwasay</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">at ika'y yayakapin ko habang buhay......</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-111145571031264783?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11547731.post-1111199151397717802005-03-19T10:19:00.000+08:002005-03-19T10:25:51.403+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Just came home from UST....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I had an interview....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Quite boring....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Totally cool...</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Can't wait for college...</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Im lonely....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Coz my love left me....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Be home by April...</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Can't wait to hug you....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> </span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Rollers all over my head....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Look like a Dino....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">To become human....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Later this afternoon...</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">So afraid....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Future still hazy....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Can't actually decide....</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">What destiny will give to me...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11547731-111119915139771780?l=tatteredsouls-enigma.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>El Misteriohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17667096661143410260noreply@blogger.com0